got that attitude

a week from today i'll have finished my first day at renegade. so i have a week to get ready and much work to do to get done! you know when you have so much to do you don't know where to start? you just got to do one thing - just start. take it bird by bird....

"Thirty years ago my older brother, who was ten years old at the time, was trying to get a report on birds written that he'd had three months to write. It was due the next day. We were out at our family cabin in Bolinas, and he was at the kitchen table close to tears, surrounded by binder paper and pencils and unopened books on birds, immobilized by the hugeness of the task ahead. Then my father sat down beside him, put his arm around my brother's shoulder, and said, 'Bird by bird, buddy. Just take it bird by bird.'"
- from Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott

i'm trying, really trying, to be focused, do my best, push the rest out. i came across this post, originally from giant robot,
which has been great to live with lately, ....
1. do what you believe in.
people have bullshit detectors.
2. think small. work with a small group of friends who give a crap. with too many people, you'll get nothing done.
3. ends don't justify the means. the process should be as worthwhile as the results.
4. keep the pma**. positive mental attitude.
5. eat well. no fast food allowed-among other things.
6. keep growing. what was good enough 10 years ago shouldn't be good enough now.
7. be a sponge. find inspiration from everything around you, and not just things with obvious connections.
8. keep improving yourself. when you're not training, your opponent is.
9. join the nfl. that means the no fun league. after you accomplish something, don't celebrate. get on to the next project.
10. have fun. if you don't like what you're doing, stop and find something else.

**i want that attitude!!! and that's the goal for me right now- keep the pma!!! and get shit done!

"All things move toward their end."

garnering inspiration for my piece in the upcoming Fiber Arctic show at Schmancy...




images from the series The Last Iceberg by Camille Seaman. These images, from the arctic and Antarctica, are "one piece of a larger project entitled "Melting Away" which documents the polar regions of our planet, their environments, life forms, history of human exploration and the communities that work and live there." Read more about the project

also these images by a Norwegian sailor, Oyvind Tangen...
its true! candy stripped icebergs, not the candy part, (the stripes are crystals)
but the images are "real".
...

what the hell am i doing?!

hows was your long weekend?! i was frantically trying to prepare for Renegade, which will be my first craft fair! when i decided to apply i thought june is far away and "i'll have time."
i have no time! i'm making crazy lists that just get longer and longer and i'm feeling so unprepared and outta my league. there is just so much to consider- having enough stock, pricing, creating a nice display, buying all my materials and supplies, business cards, etc. the thought, "what the hell am i doing?" crosses my mind regularly. seriously, i have no clue. luckily, i'm sharing a space with the lovely, seasoned crafter, Kristen Course of Cakehouse. she knows what shes doing and has all the necessary things you need- a tent, tables, credit card machine. if you got advice for newbies- i'm all ears!
i was able to stocked up on some amazing linen.
i've got something special planed and can't wait to show and tell...


i'm also trying to make/finish my piece for Fiber Arctic, curated by
Kristen Rask. it's an embroidery show about the environment in the artic and i've got great company in this show! i've had ideas for this, but nothing felt right. i finally am set with an idea of replicating an image from victorian album. i'll update you with the progess of this piece....
for now, here is the begining. i got to get on it!!! the show is the 12th of june.....
after working hard we took time out on memorial day for
a very special tea, Temomi Shincha from Shizuoka, Japan...
and a nice bike ride to the prospect park for a picnic....
how was your weekend?!

i'm not gonna lie...


SYTYCD, originally uploaded by Toastiness.
..in fact i'm straight out announcing how excited i am for the premier of so you think you can dance tonight. don't hate. its none of that silly dancing with the stars stuff. this show makes me turn into a little kid who thinks they can dance and i watch with glazed eyes, wiggling my shoulders in awe of how these people can move... (i can hardly touch my toes...)

people are nice....

...these are packages of my Letter Service. the one on the bottom is on its way to Australia! i like you Australia, you are good to me.
i would never share what people write in their letters, its a secret, but i can share that again and again i am touched by their sweetness and warm words. typing up the lasted bunch of letters i had this thought, "people are nice." the letters are filled with love and kindness and i'm honored that I get to help create these tokens of affection. the mad positive feedback i've been receiving is a great motivation too.
but i've got to change things up a bit. using the vintage paper is going to push me over the edge. its too inconsistant. sometimes it rips when i type or won't roll, or the typewriter will type holes into the thin paper. i love the color and patina of a naturally aged piece of vintage book paper. its really got to be one of my favorite things, but after typing three letters twice last night I decided I must save my sanity and start using nice vintage-y looking paper. yellowed, maybe tea-stained paper. i hope people will understand.

(i like the work of cori kindred, check out her site and shop too!)

what do you think about the paper? i worry that the it's too late to change, but the more i make the letters the more i learn that things need to evolve to grow with your needs. i just hope that i carry over the original idea with a different paper....
such stress over a little thing, but thats how i do....

to be made of glass...

i live with two hardcore music lovers, who introduce me to new sounds. last night my roommate was humming this song Glass, by Bat For Lashes. its hauntingly pretty, with big drums and lacey vocals. i've got it on repeat. when i looked her up i saw all these comparisons to My Brightest Diamond and the Kate Bush, so it make sense that I'd like this too.  
 photo: Jennifer Tzar
i liked these images of her alot- a little witchy, kinda magical, and you gotta love a bat tattoo!

(below) photo: Leonie Purchas. photos via batforlashes.com
listen to Glass.....


feelin it...

...i learned about the work of Steve Seeley through Punch Gallery's show Grätüitöüs Umläüt. the religious iconography and animals got me right away. i especially like the irregular paper shapes and the use of old book paper and book covers. see for yourself here....
i like seeing the grid of colors used on the left.
(pushing up my metaphorical glasses) like painting "metadata".

can you read it? it says, "to all the women i have ever loved, thank you"
one of my favorite things is the inside of old soft bound books.
i love the aged color of and vignetting that naturally happens...
maggots....

kicking your ass and splitting your spandex...

the other night we found out that jeremy got into a show, Staged: The Constructed Photographat Gallery RFD  and not only that, but he also got best in show for the image Eastern Skies! So exciting! This show is perfect for his working process of collecting images both found and original and creating from all these different sources these imagined landscapes... 

Eastern Skies
the  works are printed large and look like charcoal drawings in person- really beautiful...

Stƶrnuhallar
this is jeremy's month he also got into a show with perhaps the best title ever, GrƤtüitöüs Umläüt at Punch Gallery in Seattle. the show is a nod to heavy metal music and culture. Music (and magic) play a huge role in jeremy's work. I love this line from the press release for the show, "Prepare to have your ass kicked and your spandex split, because we're turning the knob to eleven on this one." YES!
see more of jeremy's work here...

late nights...

...red eyes, busy hands, sleepy head, lots of tea...
and loving it. hating the mornings and my day job though.
it's just the in between time before i get to do my work...

the bright side project...

Today I'm featured on The Bright Side Project. Have you heard of it? Its wonderful blog featuring artists and offering guests a chance to win a piece of the featured artist's work...if they respond to a question. The questions are appropriately crafted to fit the work. The questions and responses inspire.  Since my Message in a Bottle Letter Service is being offered the question is:

What is the best piece of mail you have ever received?

visit the blog here and answer for a chance to win. i get to pick the winner. good luck if you comment!

and thank you to The Bright Side Project, Miss K and all those who respond!

it's been a year... or CATS!...



"Elsa and Patrick Henry" from mrwaterslide flickr

..a year ago i took home a skinny, brooklyn street cat, who i dubbed "the bug."
yesterday was our 1 year anniversary. so in honor of lovin cats (and dogs!)
here we go ...

thats him...and us. i pretend we are holding hands here, but really his one
thought is probable more like, "i will destroy you."

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blogger is not my friend....

...i've just spent hours trying to post something else and am crazy frustrated, because it wouldn't work. i'm shaking my fist like colbert, "dammmmnn you blogggger!" deep breath....
so last weekend with my parents came to visit me from Cali. it was really nice to take a break from sick mode/ work mode and see some new york sights, which i hardly ever do.
we visited the beautiful Brooklyn Botanical Gardens for the cherry blossom festival....
my mom is cute and coordinates her outfits to the blossoming season...the Cloisters are a-ma-zing!! if you haven't gone yet i can't recommend
it enough. i think this was my favorite piece there, but really theres so
much- stained glass, religious iconography, paintings and statues of saints and
demons, a narwhal horn, relics and illuminated manuscripts.... heaven.the graveyard at trinity church...
here the gravestones image angles blowing wind and winged skeletons and they say,
"Here Lyes the Body of...."this was a performance(?) at the botanical gardens. it wasstrange and beautiful. the women moved very slowly on the ground. they started in a large circle and then made their way to the center, where they all went under a wedding? dress. does anyone know what this was? i'm not sure if it was a japanese thing since the events at the garden were japanese related...
very interesting and i'd love to learn more about it...
hope you enjoyed the pics...